it's been ages since i updated. many things seem to have happened, many changes taken place.but it all does seem to have a way of blending into a quick blur in our memories, doesnt it just like as if a careless swipe of paint from a child's brush. makes it look as though we've chosen to let it be blended into a intagnible blur. makes it look as though we've chosen to forget.
what a little culprit time is. but i like the child in him.
haha.i just heard a few songs moments ago.which really brought back some memories, both good and bad.yes and looking back i realised i have changed as a person. i'm not sure how, it's more of a feeling and the thoughts that run through my head. they've sorta been different. i've been different. perhaps in a more reserved way... but i doubt much will notice the different. it was quite gradual, which was what i intended. well it must have been all the hurt and the blame. i just sorta saw that many things werent the way the way. jaded business, shaded truths. and all the little ironies. and the sweet misery. :)
A crowded room, friends with tired eyes
I'm hiding from you and your soul of ice
My God I thought you were someone to rely on
Me? I guess I was a shoulder to cry on
god i love this song.ids so melachonic and yet so ironically true. but im fine now.was long ago.just that hearing some songs again brought back some memories. haha i sound really old.gosh and im only 15. what's gonna happen when i'm 30 with 3 kids and a maybe a beer gut? (strange, alchohol turns me off) _
