saw her and realised for the 100th time that her eyes are beautiful~ so whats new
hate and love your smile.and those eyes that shine.
whats with the hint of melachony that surrounds you?the sadness in your smile.dont u know i nv want to see you sad, breaks my heart. whats with the defences you've built, the walls around you.
do i really know you?
mayeb you're just a dream.
maybe i dont really like you.
maybe its not you-but who then
cant seem to talk to you for long, cant take the pain that grows .
dont look into my eyes, they'll betray my secret.cant let you know, cant let you see what inside,
stole glances at you.watched your back as you walked away,
you just seem so perfect in everything you do,
i seriously think i need to take the life out of my eyes, they say too mch.
freeze my heart so i wont hurt.cant feel,
water my blood, dilute it, make me less human.
anything,
dont lock my soul in you.set me free pls
stop the tears running down my face, they stain-
whats with the clear sky,
took the stars with you, they'll nv shine for me again.
tried to ignore you, like you werent there?
is it too obvious, they way i look away whn you caught me lookin,
the way i tried to pretend i was really fine when you said hi - does they way i aviod you seem almost unfriendly?
ive been acting so strange,
but u'll nv be mine,
i know it.i feel it in my bones.why is it so painful,
im so cold inside.
i think im incomplete without you.the tears are coming they're back,,, hush, run,run away .they'll nv find me where i am now-
