i feel all frozen out.by the recent spate of events.and perhaps smt ive noticed recently.but literally i feel cold.chilled.frozen.
i have an uneasy feeling in my heart.i feel clouded.by darkness and fog.by a mist in the dark.there's a fog around me.like a haze of uncertainty and confusion that seeks to place itself around me.i dont want to be lost in it.but past the shade, past the uncertainty i see the light.
and bright stars in a clear night sky.
there's smt missing frm my life.dno if it`s been missing all the while or anything but yea.its like ive lost part of the drive that pushes me.that motivates me.mebbe im just at a ditch in the road.mbe im just at a bad patch of life.which makes me feel lost.i need to be rekindled with a burning passion that was one in me.
i need fire to melt the frozen sea inside me.
fire in the mist.light the path.fire.to free me.to melt the sea.
