once again i was eluded.once again it slipped through my fingers.
the regional shoot is like on thu.and i my actions arent tiao-ed yet.and my form isnt out.not that ids highly highly possible but it'll be good if it did.i mean ids been a long time since it ever did.wadahell's wrong with me.the gun.actions.everything.
and we have some shit pe test on tues.means tues cant train.so monday train.means including mon i train straight fer 5 days.which is not good.and if i dun train on tues, i have only weds to find my form (assuming it doesnt come out on mon which is likely due to fatigue).tell me this isnt phucked`up shit.
walau this is seriously depressing.it's darn irritaing when u tot uve found your form but in the end it's just some fantasy.just some pictures drawn on water.pictures built on a fool's hope.
im nobody's fool.remember that.
