yesterday coach had a long talk on the china trip.i didnt go so i was there barely understanding whateva she said.but i caught on the slogans. ^^ very meaningful. i shall try to adhere to them whenever i can in terms or shooting.
and monthly shoot is on the 26th.it's a hell of a christmas this year.training and not being able to play till late on christmas just sucks. >< and school's reopening realli soon.i dont have much time left.to do stuff i wna do.like play and train and mebbe prepare for year3
oh wells.
frankly, i've been training pretty hard this hols.but somehow inside me i feel like i havent given it my all.i feel like i havent reached the goal of raising my standards.it's like a guiilty and regretful feeling. i dunno why.haha.mebbe is because i havent seen a jump in my results.(which li jiaolain says is gd.).mebbe is because i didnt follow the national team to china.maybe.but overall i guess im satisfied with my training this hol.i learnt many important stuff.though i didnt go china and learn prone and 3p i think ive madfe it up well enough with standing event here in spore.
i will work harder next year.
neways i plan to go china trip in 2005.it sounded like fun.well at least
benedict said it was lots of fun.HAHA benedict my new best friend.
all because he helped me count my target cards. ((((x
i seriously hope i can do well on 26th.im not placing much hopes cuz the more hope i have, the higher my expectations, the more likely im gna screw up.so im just gna keep it cool.and have confidence.i told li jiaolian to keep my score cuz i wna focus on the tecniques.so far so good.
im sorted into 3J!!
dno wna larf or cry.so little 2k ppl there.andand den still got guanjie. -.- at least i not next to him liao.good karma.haha
